My Experience when i Study English

I feltthe first time while reeiving english lesson when i was in elementary school classroom 1, junior high school. because i haven't taught.
The first time i also feel scared because i entered junior high school english is zero. so still fear it because i was't armed with the english language lesson at all.
I find difficult in accepting a lesson to listening, when speak english i can still covered pronounciation and vocabulary. I have very less, but with the passage of time, because i love the english language with a sense of curious to learn the language that i'm not afraid anymore.
Teachers in junior high school that teachers english language also makes me more interest and follow the spirit of lesson. Because the teacher provides material with de;ivery saturating. The method patient and not very interesting.